Week 885
Day 6189 - 6/11 - Need spaghetti
Today my body really extremely craves spaghetti. I have no clue why. Though it has been 2 months since I've had easy access to a micro, and even then it is probably more like 5-6 months since I had micro spaghetti, and probably closer to a year since real spaghetti, so I wonder if it's because it is one of the few pastas I eat. I may have to look around at local restaurants that have it, though I know most nearby are special in that they are a specific non-Italian food.
I guess today was pretty good. I did the last of the official card creating to import into my bigger pen and paper supplement, so hopefully I can finish that later.
Other than that there was nothing special today. My tummy is upset about the food I had and I still have a lot of congestion and headaches, but that's about it.
Day 6190 - 6/12 - Tired of doing everything myself
Today I am very tired of doing everything myself. I just feel completely exhausted all the time. I wanted to do some more fun stuff for my pen and paper stuff, but I am just exhausted all the time and need a break (now that I finished the official card update.)
I still have a pretty extreme craving for spaghetti. Maybe tomorrow I'll see if there is a good microwave option to try, even though that is difficult for me to get to. If it quiets the craving that would be good because there are only 2 local restaurants that do it, and neither is at a good price.
Hopefully I can hang on until better days.
Day 6191 - 6/13 - Nice shout out
Today I got a nice shout out from someone about a pen and paper thing I'm working on, so that was super nice. 
It made me feel a bit better about things, so I immediately did about an hour of work on it. Less than I'd have hoped my brain would do, but more than it's done lately since it's been stuck and not in a good mood to do stuff.
I guess the day was ok other than that. I felt pretty tired, kinda lonely, kinda sad. The nice person who gave me a shout out asked if I wanted to play online tomorrow in a game, but I had to say no. Even if it were a time I could have gotten the room at the library it would be terrible to do a talking thing in there because it's all bare walls, so the echo would be the worst. I suppose I could investigate and see so I could maybe do a few things in there, but I don't know. I wouldn't want people to be bothered by my terrible life restrictions. 
I guess even though I kind of had an upset tummy it was a pretty good day.
Day 6192 - 6/14 - Creative for a bit
Today I was creative for a bit and did some more pen and paper stuff. Since my bump yesterday I have been more in a mood to do it, so I created some stuff. Even though it wasn't what I've been stuck on, I set that aside and did new stuff. I figure it's like working on a jigsaw puzzle. If you intent to finish all of it, but let yourself get totally stuck fixating on just one corner, you'll never finish. Ignore the stuck corner, and work on other bits. So I did that for a bit today.
The rest of the day was super basic. I did sign up for a service for a month to watch some stuff, so that was nice, but that was it for different things today.
Day 6193 - 6/15 - Can experiment
Today I am doing a can experiment. I got a ravioli for lunch and 'lasagna' for dinner. Though with the lasagna probably being 5x as much sauce compared to a non-canned lasagna I have my doubts it will be great. The ravioli was ok, kind of better than I expected it to be. Someone online mentioned since these canned things are pre-cooked it's basically like you cooked it, then put it in the fridge for later. Weirdly my tummy is less upset by it than trying to do the hot water 'cooked' ramen, so I guess there is that. But it is a bit wobbly, so I doubt I'll do it super often.
I feel pretty tired today, but ok. I may or may not do pen and paper stuff today. It's only noon now, but time is ticking away quickly.
Day 6194 - 6/16 - Regular Monday
Today I expect will be a regular homeless Monday. There is nothing new or expected. I guess Thursday is a holiday, so I'll be forced outside, so that will suck, but that is really the only major thing different this week I can think of.
Day 6195 - 6/17 - Regular Tuesday
Today will likely be a regular Tuesday. Hopefully I won't be too tired or have too much of a headache, and I can hang on until better days.
Week 886
Day 6196 - 6/18 - Tired and slightly dizzy
Today I am very tired, and actually slightly dizzy feeling. I'm beginning to wonder if my blood pressure meds need to be adjusted or something. Lately it feels like it's not doing anything, as I get winded and my heart is racing very easily. And like before I started them, I can sometimes easily get light headed and dizzy in the shower or if I've been sitting not moving for a while.
I guess today was ok. I did about 1.5 hours with my pen and paper stuff, but it doesn't look like that much work. It really only looks like about 30 minutes of stuff. I actually wanted to do more, but really couldn't as that took all of my creative hobby time for the day already.
I guess it was an ok day overall, but I'm not really looking forward to forced outside time tomorrow. It shouldn't be too hot, but it will be hot enough to probably be uncomfortable, which may ruin my ability to be creative, as well as possibly upsetting my system due to additional stress.
Day 6197 - 6/19 - Forced outside day
Today was about as good as I could have expected. I spent the day doing an extra long shower, because I really had nowhere else to go. I stayed in my car at the shower place until about 1 when they closed early for the day. Then basically spent the rest of the time outside of the food store.
The heat was a bit much and so food ran through me fast, and it caused me some headaches, but I was basically ok.
I did do all of the drawing I planned to do. It's not my best, but it's pretty good, and it is a thing to color and give life to the pen and paper thing I'm working on.
There are still a few hours before my evening and things begin to cool and calm down, but for a forced outside day today was pretty good.
Day 6198 - 6/20 - Brain still wants pizza
Today my brain still wants pizza. I was going to do it yesterday, but being about 2.5 days of food it felt like a bad idea since I'd be forced to be outside and it was pretty hot. With being inside the library it's at least not as hot at probably 70-75F and I figured it was probably closer to 80-85F outside yesterday. But I really should resist. Even if I just get one to go food a month that is a lot for me and will add up very quickly, especially if I do more than that. Hopefully my brain can forget about wanting it so much and at least wait until the 4th of July when I'll again be forced to be outside.
Today was pretty good other than that. I did get sucked into my MMO and played about three times as much as normal, which is fine. I just did less coloring for my pen and paper stuff than I thought I would. But again, I still have no idea if anyone really cares about it. There are still a few downloads every day, now just pushing over 250, so that's great. But no one is posting anything, and the three 5-star reviews total haven't changed.
Hopefully I can continue to hang on ok and make it to better days.
Day 6199 - 6/21 - Still feel a bit off
Today I still feel a bit off. I've had a minor headache most of the day and a very slight dizziness. I still don't know if that's a blood pressure thing since I have no way to check, or if it's a general stress and overall homeless health issues due all the other homeless stuff.
I guess overall the day was pretty ok. I talked a bit on social places, played some games, and watched some shows. So overall my homeless day was about as good as it can get.
Day 6200 - 6/22 - Ok so far
Today is ok so far. I slept really good, but I'm still kind of tired. I just had lunch and tummy is a bit off, so hopefully that will not get worse. I have some pen and paper stuff to color, so there is that. I should have time to play and watch shows too, so today should be ok.
Day 6201 - 6/23 - Hopefully regular Monday
Today will hopefully be a regular day. I don't think I have anything special or unusual to look forward to.
Day 6202 - 6/24 - Hopefully ok Tuesday
Today will hopefully be ok. I can't think of anything special to look forward to, so hopefully I can hang on ok.
